Christina Barrett
Monday, November 12, 2012
Worried
My dad is worried about my brother because he thinks it represents him. He expects my mom to do everything for him. He also ruined my life thinking I had to be like him. It seems Ellen never had to feel what it's like to have a younger sibling, but she probably beats certain people around with that logic. Why is everything about Ellen? Ellen Ellen Ellen.
Also, you shouldn't get caught up in some things. Perhaps, you ought to leave me alone. I mean, people are always like this, they just don't post it on a blog.
How important is my dad's to what he dubs it so seems his sistress with all her suggestions? These|Some people really have an explosive problem and think they're better than everyone else, or should I just flat out say that that's how my dad's sister is being made out to be by him? Come on, help, leave me alone! If you're jealous, get your own blog. I can say whatever I want. Leave me alone! Even if I moved away, this would haunt me. ':{
Also, you shouldn't get caught up in some things. Perhaps, you ought to leave me alone. I mean, people are always like this, they just don't post it on a blog.
How important is my dad's to what he dubs it so seems his sistress with all her suggestions? These|Some people really have an explosive problem and think they're better than everyone else, or should I just flat out say that that's how my dad's sister is being made out to be by him? Come on, help, leave me alone! If you're jealous, get your own blog. I can say whatever I want. Leave me alone! Even if I moved away, this would haunt me. ':{
STOP
SOMEONE STOP MY DAD MAKING UP FANTASIES ABOUT MY MOM WHEN SHE TRIES TO TAKE CONTROL OF HER LIFE. LEAVE, MOM!
Wait, isn't this Ellen's fault? What, are you gonna go into the word "shit," now, behind my back?
Wait, isn't this Ellen's fault? What, are you gonna go into the word "shit," now, behind my back?
In-Laws
So, I know my dad doesn't really respect his family but thinks my mom has to be overly involved in them. He's not really sensitive to how he treats me, and neither is his family. They're onto me but say they aren't. Isn't that the worst thing you can do?
What happened?
What happened with Kate Bush? She was on the Olympics and I watched her videos and it affected me. It also made me laugh funnily, though before I wasn't laughing much. Heh. :^,
End Morality
So, Ellen doesn't really care about the end morality.
So, what, just not listen and say I deserve it? I know you don't punch it in every person in the world.
So, what, just not listen and say I deserve it? I know you don't punch it in every person in the world.
Without Thinking
I see you were mean to my brother and cousin, all along, but that doesn't mean you can debase me without thinking.
Help!
I don't need to get this out here other than that there are queasy people in Hollywood, but anyway I noticed my parents made my brother like my worst nightmare in an unattractive way, all hardy, like it's to stimulate me.
Dream
I went to an office. My mom was with me. My picture was the best of a girl's knee and leg but sketchy. The others were painted and uneven. Later, I saw girls's knees and legs and they were cute but uneven. One girl in ballet was really thin. I don't know what I was doing in the office. Another lady came in and there was an office nearby. It was like a school office. The lady had short, thick, reddish hair and was a little fat. Also, the community theater was involved. Something cool happened.
Southern Life
Well, my parents are not Southern, but they submit to Southern culture.
Look, I just wanna talk about it.
Look, I just wanna talk about it.
Some Things I Forgot to Go Through
Oh, yes, I don't let people pick me up. I mean, someone could if they were really nice...
OH MY GOD STOP TALKING TO ME MEANLY. STOP KIDDING YOU'RE NOT FUNNY. SOMEONE STOP THIS PERSON.
I got "the" message my dad did this, but he's not like that, made the world happen this way, but he didn't.
LOOK, QUIT IT.
Uh, I keep getting these lame messages.
Stop telling me I said I was bad and stuff. ':{ Look, some people have a problem. I can do whatever I want. This is illegal. I never did this to you.
I forget the message I got posting this now, but it sounded like Ellen DeGeneres. Look, you're not better than me, and you're certainly not nicer. You're just older and were a pretty adult and a very cute kid.
I usually don't encourage people to touch me, but when they do it feels good and I think about it until I can't anymore. Well, I have other things to do these days and make myself feel that way alone. Well, I feel it more in bed from my covers. Now, I feel warmth in my bed. My bed used to pulse. It was really cool.
Look, I don't wanna sit here and listen to you make up perverted ideas about what I do just because I didn't follow Ellen DeGeneres on Twitter over the summer so I wouldn't feel I owed her anything.
I liked this one dream where a machine picked me up I thought for real and put me on the hard carpet by a front door. This was in October.
Hey, really, before, things were different, morally. Why did I ever come to Orlando with my parents? They just complain about me. Money from college.
Ugh, my tubes are hurting.
OH MY GOD STOP TALKING TO ME MEANLY. STOP KIDDING YOU'RE NOT FUNNY. SOMEONE STOP THIS PERSON.
I got "the" message my dad did this, but he's not like that, made the world happen this way, but he didn't.
LOOK, QUIT IT.
Uh, I keep getting these lame messages.
Stop telling me I said I was bad and stuff. ':{ Look, some people have a problem. I can do whatever I want. This is illegal. I never did this to you.
I forget the message I got posting this now, but it sounded like Ellen DeGeneres. Look, you're not better than me, and you're certainly not nicer. You're just older and were a pretty adult and a very cute kid.
I usually don't encourage people to touch me, but when they do it feels good and I think about it until I can't anymore. Well, I have other things to do these days and make myself feel that way alone. Well, I feel it more in bed from my covers. Now, I feel warmth in my bed. My bed used to pulse. It was really cool.
Look, I don't wanna sit here and listen to you make up perverted ideas about what I do just because I didn't follow Ellen DeGeneres on Twitter over the summer so I wouldn't feel I owed her anything.
I liked this one dream where a machine picked me up I thought for real and put me on the hard carpet by a front door. This was in October.
Hey, really, before, things were different, morally. Why did I ever come to Orlando with my parents? They just complain about me. Money from college.
Ugh, my tubes are hurting.
Being Stimulated
I think it's fun, and we shouldn't argue organizing our lives and feeling better and making it more comfortable.
I can probably be stimulated in bad ways, but I've always been able to stop it. If I did something to someone, they'd feel like doing that to me.
Pretty much, I'm getting older and some things just make me feel sad.
I guess we need to figure new ways to live. I wanna sit here and plan out the world. Nursing homes. Jails. Behavioral centers. Forted down houses.
Then, we need to make schools better.
Then, we need to make community get-togethers.
You know, I was at the mall in Mississippi during a New Orleans event. I saw this lady who was kinda big. It was summer 2005, after I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, I just realized. She was with a group of girls. She picked this one girl up who was like thin and slick, slim bones but substantial. She had light, mousy brown hair with a bow. A big bow that was obvious. She was like holding her at her little butt switching her to the other side. I guess I was jealous of how cute and together she was. I haven't seen anything like it. At church before, I saw a guy lift a little kid above his head and teen girls looking on kinda quite, staring, but shaking, really jealous.
I can probably be stimulated in bad ways, but I've always been able to stop it. If I did something to someone, they'd feel like doing that to me.
Pretty much, I'm getting older and some things just make me feel sad.
I guess we need to figure new ways to live. I wanna sit here and plan out the world. Nursing homes. Jails. Behavioral centers. Forted down houses.
Then, we need to make schools better.
Then, we need to make community get-togethers.
You know, I was at the mall in Mississippi during a New Orleans event. I saw this lady who was kinda big. It was summer 2005, after I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, I just realized. She was with a group of girls. She picked this one girl up who was like thin and slick, slim bones but substantial. She had light, mousy brown hair with a bow. A big bow that was obvious. She was like holding her at her little butt switching her to the other side. I guess I was jealous of how cute and together she was. I haven't seen anything like it. At church before, I saw a guy lift a little kid above his head and teen girls looking on kinda quite, staring, but shaking, really jealous.
Look.
It looks like your logic cleared the smoke.
I think this should stop so no one gets hurt. We can't just like do whatever we want to people and stimulate them in bad ways.
I think this should stop so no one gets hurt. We can't just like do whatever we want to people and stimulate them in bad ways.
What's so hard to understand?
I had a hard life and a hard time remembering.
Stop picking on my mom and dad. I don't think they deserve to be attacked and tortured. You shouldn't have been talking to them.
Stop picking on my mom and dad. I don't think they deserve to be attacked and tortured. You shouldn't have been talking to them.
Messages
Like, first someone is friendly, and then they turn on me, like Ellen does I guess. It's pretty cutting and bad. And annoying. '=D
What?
Look, why am I getting hysterical messages from watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?" I didn't follow her on Twitter over the summer, didn't think it was a big deal as she was being a bit stand-off-ish.
Look.
I keep getting weird ways and timing that my page loads. It's supposed to be from Ellen, even though it's not her, at least I really hope not, though she does spy on people and that's fun when and if it happens to you and I am pretty sure it happens to me.
I demand an answer.
I was just wondering why you are queasy, mean, and ridiculous, all the time. I demand you answer and that I be allowed to leave.
Random Thoughts
Well, I was wondering why my mom didn't tell me again to write my cousin and made me feel uncomfortable to write to her! People have been mean to me, sensing I did it! :0
I was also wondering why some people are there to rattle on to me when I don't know what to say.
There's no reason I couldn't have like maybe written her a short note in English. She should have took me to get stationary. We were even sent stickers.
You shouldn't get mad at her for it. It's her family and her little sister. You have no right to attack us. It may be wrong, but I don't know what was really going on. I don't think you really care about my cousin, at all.
I was also wondering why some people are there to rattle on to me when I don't know what to say.
There's no reason I couldn't have like maybe written her a short note in English. She should have took me to get stationary. We were even sent stickers.
You shouldn't get mad at her for it. It's her family and her little sister. You have no right to attack us. It may be wrong, but I don't know what was really going on. I don't think you really care about my cousin, at all.
Tim Burton
I just watched a bunch of his YouTubes and added them to my channel.
(I'm gonna post about something else, now, though, that's important but an old issue, too..)
(I'm gonna post about something else, now, though, that's important but an old issue, too..)
Mad Room
I'm glad I have it. I wonder if I won't need it, soon.
I know I was upset about Tim Burton, but I kinda got over it now I can watch Ellen DeGeneres when he's busy about his daughter.
Also, I just felt he was a bit racist, for some reason. I felt uncomfortable. It seemed partly because of Johnny Depp, whose ancestor or other relative was the first freed black woman in the United States. Like, they have certain ways and weave around each other, I guess, and are looking for "popular" people to tell them they're better than everyone else, as in more moral, when it isn't true and it rubs in the wrong idea.
It does seem things in the world are a lot about Tim Burton's daughter. Can anyone help me get back her blog? I threw it out, for some reason, but I left a flower on it. I want to change it! :0 She needs an active blog I can give to her one day, though I switched to Tumblr. Ah, yes, it was connected to christina-barrett. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to have all my blogs on my account and assumed Blogger would go out of date and that Tim should have gotten it or Helena for her. I mean, it's only safe.
So, I dunno, he just has a way of being racist, but I can deal with it. I just don't like how he hasn't improved in the way you'd think he was supposed to. Ever since the n word thing, he's lost it.
I know I was upset about Tim Burton, but I kinda got over it now I can watch Ellen DeGeneres when he's busy about his daughter.
Also, I just felt he was a bit racist, for some reason. I felt uncomfortable. It seemed partly because of Johnny Depp, whose ancestor or other relative was the first freed black woman in the United States. Like, they have certain ways and weave around each other, I guess, and are looking for "popular" people to tell them they're better than everyone else, as in more moral, when it isn't true and it rubs in the wrong idea.
It does seem things in the world are a lot about Tim Burton's daughter. Can anyone help me get back her blog? I threw it out, for some reason, but I left a flower on it. I want to change it! :0 She needs an active blog I can give to her one day, though I switched to Tumblr. Ah, yes, it was connected to christina-barrett. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to have all my blogs on my account and assumed Blogger would go out of date and that Tim should have gotten it or Helena for her. I mean, it's only safe.
So, I dunno, he just has a way of being racist, but I can deal with it. I just don't like how he hasn't improved in the way you'd think he was supposed to. Ever since the n word thing, he's lost it.
People Born 1950-1959
Also, I don't know why people born between 1950 and 1959 think everything is a surprise for everyone else.
Feeling Better
I just feel a bit overcome by all that's happened, every time I mess up, though it seems there's always an opportunity to get better. Maybe, I'm getting used to the sounds, but they aren't really as bad at the moment.
Help!
I cut myself opening my salad I spilled from Wendy's. I can't put my feet on the ground. :0 There's leaves, there. I did put Bactine, disinfectant, on it.
Comfortable
I'm feeling better but upset at what I've gone through, the way I've exploded online, literally. The mad room has helped, a lot, me to sort out my feelings alone.
I still feel really weird but am getting better. I have an itch above my lip on the right. It's from a pimple before. I saw a girl on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" whose dad was Spanish and whose mom was Italian. She had a mole above her lip. The pimple I had lasted awhile. I have some skin ticks. More grew after I got some removed. They're like strings of skin that stick out, rubbery, not as thin as string. They're on my back now and under one of my armpits. There was an obvious one I had removed on my chest area or shoulder line or whatever you call the top of your torso where it lines out into the edge of your shoulders. So, maybe, when I'm better, I'll get them removed. I mean, when I'm healthier.
So, on another note, I should be getting a more comfortable room, now. I asked my parents for furniture, 2 new bookshelves, a computer machine stand that rolls, and a little stand for a printer that can go next to it. I didn't find much in the way of them combined. My printer doesn't even work, just my scanner, which I scan pictures with sometimes. I asked for white bookshelves. I might put wallpaper in it to match a future bedset. I have to move my musical instruments out. I should get rid of my stuffed animals. I probably have things to throw out. I should move some of my DVDs in a box somewhere else. I might move my harp back in, but I might have gotten tired of it, unsure. It's still fun, but I'm running out of songs. I should be able to store my pink electric guitar, easily. My harp is from an indian on eBay and made me sneeze for months, maybe even a year. My dad got me my keyboard, wasn't a whole lotta money, too bad. I should get rid of the mirror. I'd like to replace the TV stand and sofa, as well. Then, someday, I'll have a fancier TV.. :/ This one is cute. I used to use a really small one, but it doesn't work, now. I'm not as comfortable in the living room. I have my workout mat still on the floor because I was working out a few minutes every few hours, abs. I need new PJs, too, and some workout pants.
I still feel really weird but am getting better. I have an itch above my lip on the right. It's from a pimple before. I saw a girl on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" whose dad was Spanish and whose mom was Italian. She had a mole above her lip. The pimple I had lasted awhile. I have some skin ticks. More grew after I got some removed. They're like strings of skin that stick out, rubbery, not as thin as string. They're on my back now and under one of my armpits. There was an obvious one I had removed on my chest area or shoulder line or whatever you call the top of your torso where it lines out into the edge of your shoulders. So, maybe, when I'm better, I'll get them removed. I mean, when I'm healthier.
So, on another note, I should be getting a more comfortable room, now. I asked my parents for furniture, 2 new bookshelves, a computer machine stand that rolls, and a little stand for a printer that can go next to it. I didn't find much in the way of them combined. My printer doesn't even work, just my scanner, which I scan pictures with sometimes. I asked for white bookshelves. I might put wallpaper in it to match a future bedset. I have to move my musical instruments out. I should get rid of my stuffed animals. I probably have things to throw out. I should move some of my DVDs in a box somewhere else. I might move my harp back in, but I might have gotten tired of it, unsure. It's still fun, but I'm running out of songs. I should be able to store my pink electric guitar, easily. My harp is from an indian on eBay and made me sneeze for months, maybe even a year. My dad got me my keyboard, wasn't a whole lotta money, too bad. I should get rid of the mirror. I'd like to replace the TV stand and sofa, as well. Then, someday, I'll have a fancier TV.. :/ This one is cute. I used to use a really small one, but it doesn't work, now. I'm not as comfortable in the living room. I have my workout mat still on the floor because I was working out a few minutes every few hours, abs. I need new PJs, too, and some workout pants.
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